Sometimes, I just want to hurry. I was born with my impatient attitude, at least I believe so. I believe, on my spiritual journey I will have to learn to have patience with each day, that it is just an inch closer to many things.I will have to have patience with myself as well.
There are times where I sit and wonder, "Who am I?" I think of all the things in my life that I did, the good and bad. Do our actions really define us? Sometimes I want to change instantly, I wish I could find an instant solution to that which I did wrong. However, it's a process which mostly involves time: One must connect their mentality to their spirituality. This is where knowledge becomes so much more than just that of information, it becomes that of the soul, if you breath it and eat it, fully taking it in. It may have taken lifetimes for me to get to where I am, which is even not that far.
I have realized that on the way to my spiritual journey, I will have to clear my give and take account for this lifetime, perhaps that in the next lifetime too. I want to grow much in this lifetime though, to be the best I can. It's such a hard task, to conquer myself. But this will be the task for now to be the master of my mind and body, so be patient enough to learn discipline and the rest of these virtues and values.
I feel it's important to cultivate this spirituality and these values-- to reach where I want to be and that which I want. Sigh, I must have patience***
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